Random Learning

Life doesn’t always go as planned. Plans don’t always go accordingly. Goals change, ideas and thoughts we once had evolve into something bigger.
As humans wr make mistakes, we have regrets, sorrows, pains and burdens. However, I’ve learned that mistakes made are valuable lessons learned if you pay attention.
We all want to be better as people. Do right by others and ourselves. We all want to be free to make our own path and mark in this extraordinary universe we call home.
We all have to be accountable and reliable to own up to our faults and our poor choices made in life, as well as suffer the consequences those choices brought us.
I have a long list of regrets, poor choices, bad moments and terrible actions made by my behalf. I only have myself to blame as they were each my own personal downfall. I was my own worst enemy, and now I’m learning to be my own best friend. I cannot express the heartache and the deep regrets of my actions that have brought me to the place I am now; however, I have learned from them. I’m now on a new journey in life. One of learning to start over. To love myself and to forgive myself  and hope to gain the trust and respect back of my family as well as those who’ve I have hurt in the process of my bad choices made.
I don’t know how the story ends nor do I want to know, but I do know that I have hope, peace, love and a new found joy in life that I haven’t had in a long time.
I hope that one day, I can help those in need like people have helped me in this process of my healing. I live for peace, joy, love and respect these days. I thank those who’ve believed in me. Those who’ve prayed for me, and those who’ve not given up on me. You are all angels.
Yours Truly
Christina